Lonely days

You wanna talk about the Lonely days The lonely days are the only Days we're caged away The lonely days are the only Days we fade away The lonely days are the only days we get away But we don't get away cause we Got the company Of the past trauma and the pain Thats lovely And as a kid, playing out was Lovely Thinking of the past its Nostalgic thats lovely But as a kid we never stood on A crack  cause if you ever did Then you'd brake your Mums back But in reality, todays society You stand on a crack thats the Last day you'll ever see Cause in this world, you can't Pick what you wanna do Your not accomondated for What's truly meant for you You mask up your face hiding from the worlds disgrace You can't feel like you can be yourself its not good for you People doing suicide it really doesn't help it puts struggles to closer people it never helps It puts close ones to deeper thoughts it never helps Thinking if they could of stopped it but it doesn't help As a kid you'd always wanna grow older But then life hits you beats you down till your colder Like an ice berg thats what people see But then it melts for the girl your meant to see And thats when life gets amazing thats the frame But people think its only good with money and the fame They don't care about your mental health its obvious Crying late nights and its all oblivious Its hidious They only really care about the money and  themselves But they don't really care about the children and all the older ones that are struggling hanging of the shelves Pains like cancer If you win then you don't need the answer but if its all getting worse day and night you look up and pray to God and you ask for the answer To the problem Like mathematics, calculating in your head Of life tactics Tryna dodge it all just like eleven cause lifes stranger things tryna solve all like mathematics Anxiety was the worse for me Confidence shut down it really wasn't me Tryna get it up but I really couldn't see Because the path was hidden anonimously I'm really not the biggest man in the room im the scaredist little boy man I really need the room to breathe Place got tension tryna go out and enjoy my life but im stuck inside like I got a detention Safe to say i need to mention Enjoy your life its a blessin