All I Had Left

I can't bend my feelings with the changing of your seasons Cause it's what you want I just can't move along so fast Don't paint me the demon when my heart is torn and grieving There's more to this That no one ever thinks to ask I won't fall down on my knees It's just empty words when you say your heart bleeds You could never understand how it feels to be me Where's the sense in dreaming when my future's torn to pieces I never planned for this But it's where I'm at right now You just keep believing that I should be finished healing Just don't forget That it's me you've disavowed I won't fall down on my knees It's just empty words when you say your heart bleeds You could never understand how it feels to be me If time is all I need Why am I still drowning in grief I refuse to smile and shake hands with death When I lost all I had left I lost all I had left Is it time to go I don't want to go Don't want to be alone Is it a crime to know I won't fall down on my knees It's just empty words when you say your heart bleeds You could never understand how it feels to be me If time is all I need Why am I still drowning in grief I refuse to smile and shake hands with death When I lost all I had left I lost all I had left I lost all I had left