THIS IS IT

(3, 2, 1... and go) And I'm back in the bitch ill say this One time this shit major Most of the time getting closer to rhyme Just about what make me aimless Been high but I'm changing Pen lines get me faded Half of the part been absent to plot In my own life, acting all fake and Looking for little bit of mojo Drinking 4 O's with my brobro's Hitting girls raw, got no doe Thinking, "That's how I'ma grow old?" This ain't SoFlo no more All my old ones getting jobs or something My head got these thoughts of something Bigger than what what y'all got coming, yeah Promise to go off, yeah Hot as a stove top, yeah Y'all better not throw shots, yeah Harder than some hooligans that know not How to act right, get up in the lab like Clock ticked past night Think fast on sight, on sight Real fast, All Might Smooth jazz, long nights Calm thoughts roll the dice This is what we dreamed about when shit was nice We ain't even really even know the cost or price We're set up Get lost in the shadow Dead flower in the meadow My mental resemble Dark clouds and the suns out Looking out for myself now No strain put the shit down Love lost but the love found What's next is we break ground Yeah, some shit just gotta go for me Cause I been stagnant for some time And in my own head can be cancer And sometimes it's just not the answer I gotta get away Gotta be on my own Do this shit my own way 'Till it take me back home I'm fit for that part This ain't no sad song See I got up, I got up Brush the earth off I'm up when birds call Sky's haze, burnt tongue Wrote it up and turn it on Tore it up and burn it all The ice kiss on my lips The last sip taste so sick My eyes drip with more water than a sink, falling in And if this is it and the top won't yield When the time rolls in, when my time is up Will I feel filled up? Will I feel left out? Was it a life worth living? Was it backseat driven? Vision, different View couldn't control shit on my own I'ma crawl this earth, I'ma walk and search 'Till I run into what I call home Coming out my cage The darkness is gone Turn another page We starting new chapters Long as there's a day It doesn't matter Then there's other ways You got to get after Coming out my cage The darkness is gone Turn another page We starting new chapters Long as there's a day It doesn't matter Then there's other ways You got to get after And if I get up, I'm running Throw my hands up, these walls I'm punching One more chance like what will cut it One more dance, I could vibe all night We could buy more time I don't know how to act right Get up in the lab like Clock ticked past night Think fast on sight, on sight Real fast, All Might Smooth jazz, long nights Calm thoughts, roll the dice Just leave me be If this is it then good Go out on your own Leave behind the past Don't keep dragging on There's only so much time So give yourself some love Get up and you learn Just try to enjoy the world If this is it then good You've only just begun You're only living once I don't know what's beyond Only one long chance Then your time is up So go and give your all Don't be afraid to fall So much of this isn't gonna matter when you die So why not risk it? Try to savor the trip If you're always waiting for a reason and some meaning Just to live, then you won't get to exist Every moments infinite This energy is limitless, and time is only what you make it Don't let all the negative keep making you feel helpless You need opposites to truly feel bliss You can't escape your problems, so don't run Every type of pain will have to come Focus on your hate and give it love I promise you don't have to feel so numb You're not alone We're all alone It's all unknown You'll never know Unless you go Accept the flow Leave your phone Let the dial go