Loneliness Numbs

If the end of your roller coaster ride is a cliff I'd take a seat to see what's stopping this Fall to the sky, fly to the land Risk my trust to your hands Cause they look like the road to my room I wanna grab on to you Like I wanna live my feelings to the fullest Before my loneliness numbs me again I wanna tie you to me With the veins that make my heart beat Just so you'd understand how much it means to me You mean to me, you're mean to me I wanna change your mind before you go See the room die deprived of your shadow Feels like some kinda high is lifting from my blood So repetitive it's desperate, not gullible I wanna grab on to you Like I wanna live my feelings to the fullest Before my loneliness numbs me again I wanna tie you to me With the veins that make my heartbeat Just so you'd understand how much it means to me I'm quite aware I don't have much to offer Sometimes I'm barely enough for myself Now you make it better but I remember That every year from here just gets worse my dear I wanna grab on to you Like I wanna live my feelings to the fullest Before my loneliness numbs me again I wanna tie you to me With the veins that make my heartbeat Just so you'd understand how much it means to me