What Am I Doing?

I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these goals What am I waiting for, I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, it's all these shows I be in the crib smoking, thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Instead, I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Yo, I just been distracted, looking at life Too many switch up out the blue and you like I don't know what happened I've been preoccupied No need to apologize This idle mind, chasing bitches thinking I got the time Rolling out with niggas I shouldn't be rolling out with And if I was focused I wouldn't be going out lit I've been on some other shit, but I knew that wasn't it Always on my bullshit, I admit I must've slipped I ain't really been focused And that's the reason I wrote this Like just in case you ain't notice Felt like the world's on my shoulders So I was somewhere stressing, I should've been in the studio Story of my life, could've been in a movie though I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these goals (In my head) What am I waiting for, I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, it's all these shows I be in the crib smoking, thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Damn, I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Yo, I won't make excuses Sometimes when you on the grind it get useless And the thoughts running through my mind getting ruthless Tryna cope with life, staying focused on my music I always got some new shit I ain't got no stars in the ceiling of my car But I know the feeling going through the system with your dawg And living your worst nightmares when you was small Rubbing women the wrong way when my energy off I'm saying, I've been busy doing shit that I don't even wanna do It's a shame what we be doing to bring that money through I've been feeling burned out When all the faith a nigga used to have turns doubt Chilling, blowing herb out I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these goals What am I waiting for, I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these hoes (In my head) All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, it's all these shows I be in the crib smoking, thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Drawn, I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Yo, who else got a vision in them and don't really chase it? How I got the talent that I wanted and I waste it? What if it's a fear of the unknown and you face it? When you gon recognize in you is some greatness? Where I'm going and who coming with me on this spaceship? While I was thinking if I go I'll never make it? (And that's why) I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these goals What am I waiting for, I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, with all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing, it's all these shows I be in the crib smoking, thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Instead, I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing?