Overthinking

Let's take a trip to dissect my mind so we can figure out How my overthinking could cause me to drown I feel wasted in these ruts, stuck no love Played through many games, still untouched There's a pattern of no warmth, something I don't want There's a key in her hand, there's a lock on my heart Trust is wearing thin, I'm overthinking Dreamt about our life, she's a true wife Waited for years fora this kind Introduction pushed my feelings to the side As we got closer, they came back, into my mind What should I do, don't want to lose This perfect picture, should feelings crumble Overthinking things I don't know Situations in negative in my soul Settle down in a vacant space I wanna talk but I hesitate I'm senseless mind been on the fences Mixed messages G.A.D I could've read this rejected Questions not answered mind is the matter overthinking too many times I chased after The pain in my heart is hard to handle with the G's I thought rushing ina love would truly show me But it did not, got me overthinking a lot to question I guess it's my job Got me thinking why she leaving when I walk inner room Hope is leaving love receding I wish I could be with you But it's far a far cry distance across oceans I'd hate to see a new guy Why should I think like that, why must I be in this way why must I refuse, refuse to change It's who I am an over thinker A damaged man, that's what I've shown I'm over thinking things I don't know All them situations the outcome Has been negative no misses I hate my state of mind, overthinking I needa break Analysing planning out but I can't change The past all what I should have said, it won't last, all what I should have done Watched as the years drifted by i'm only 19 but I feel like it's too late because I Procrastinate, Why am I this way why do I overthink