3am

It's 3 am, are you still up? I've been really in my feelings right now That bad chick that I could have cuffed Is out here with some dude just messing around I feel I might cry This shit is scary Music is the only thing that I got I don't wanna end up drinking my pain Away cuz I couldn't escape these dark thoughts This blunt straight to the face This bitch straight on my lap I look everywhere that I go And I know you put on an act Not me I'm sad, but I'm happy that I'm rad Snapchat that simple rap Maybe in 1 or 2 years I'll be grand It's 3 am, are you still up I've been really in my feelings right now That bad chick that I could have cuffed Is out here with some dude just messing around I feel I might cry This shit is scary Music is the only thing that I got I don't wanna end up drinking my pain Away cuz I couldn't escape these dark thoughts I am just thinking And I'm reminiscing What have I done to you? I'm feeling so small These feelings keep overwhelming my whole system I'm not expecting pity, just wanna pause And rewind the tapes Sit back and chill Smoke a few blunts while we talk about stars And how we could have end up becoming one But now I'm feeling like I have surely lost One two three I just see Sadness crawling everywhere that I go I know I don't want it to infect my soul So I let it out and let go It's 3 am, are you still up I've been really in my feelings right now That bad chick that I could have cuffed Is out here with some dude just messing around I feel I might cry This shit is scary Music is the only thing that I got I don't wanna end up drinking my pain Away cuz I couldn't escape these dark thoughts