Days in the East

This isn't the first time I've written a song talking about this but This is the first one I'm releasing so Take from that what you will Killed couple beats it ain't worth much Days in the east with my first love Let it breathe (I don't know dawg, I don't fucking know) Killed couple beats it ain't worth much Days in the east with my first love Yuh Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you leave? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? I don't got them answers yet Baby who you dancing with? Real? Oh I was who you manifested How'd it get like this? I guess it's my fault If I saw him in the streets I would pop off When I saw you in the east, I was locked jaw I ain't say much But I pray much And I pray this could work I prayed for some guidance I prayed for you first God sent a lesson I ain't wanna learn I caused some pain and that's just how it started Now some other lame is out reaping your harvest Fruits of my labour in vain, who'd uh thought it? I wish I had been a little more honest I wish I knew you would change if you felt it I wish your hips could remain by my pelvis I wish I pressed Li, ain't no Elvis Tell her I need this, we could salvage Instead I freed dick and did f*ck all Stare at the sky and tell the world to f*ck off I fucked around but I promise I never fucked raw I fucked around but I promise I never loved her You the only one I ever loved You the only one that keep me up at night when it run amok You begged and pleaded but I never budged So why I trip and get in feelings cause somebody who I never was? And I ain't ever been a fan of drugs I mix the vodka with the rum and get it popping like the music does When I messaged, my mind wasn't good Lot of thoughts up on my mental but I drown em in this rapping stuff I gotta get it man, I gotta buss I done lost you, I can't afford slip again and f*ck it up I'm sorry that I went and fucked it up My biggest regret is now you believe that you were not enough Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you leave? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go? Why did I let you go?