she hates me

She hates me and doesn't wanna talk About this and I am miserable Please let me, just get a word from you Is it too soon for you I'm just trying All over again I'm lost in my room Overthinking shit I'm supposed to do I try not to but I still go insane Nothing is the same I am not the same I try to numb myself again All over lost in medicine I need to get some help I need to get some help Please tell me why it does Hurt so fucking much Broke up but then we meet again Toxic like all your fucking friends I'm sick of all the stupid lies You told me, ye ye So I light up my cigarette again To forget about all the things we had Before it all went down Before it all went down Still I can't forget you Still I can't, still I can't I try to numb myself again All over lost in medicine I need to get some help I need to get some help I try to numb myself again All over lost in medicine I need to get some help I need to get some help Please tell me why it does Hurt so fucking much