First Dose

(I been on a mission) I'm the one to burn Burning candlestick I'm the one to yearn I'm the one to sink Pour the drops and let them spill (Let them spill) Hold my lids wide open and don't blink (Don't blink) Make a wish (Make a wish) I'm hoping for a link I'm a kid, for a moment when I think (Think) About sunken hearts, please tear me apart (Apart) I want everything I can't have cause it's way too far away (Far away) I'm okay, I'm okay I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay Try to reach for something, anything will do Life will keep me rushing everything I do I'm the petrol tank I could melt your hands Flick the flint Split the pill Flood my spine with chills Drop onto the tiles All I see is shine I look ahead into the mirror, I see broken smiles Think I'm going blind Think I'll lose my sight Thought I'd never lie but I got lots to hide Try to hold the pain When I feel afraid Worked so hard to try and push it all away Got heavy limbs, they're made of steel so I can't race Broke and shattered, all emotions in display