Caged

Looking in the Mirror now Trying to understand what they are talking about I see my eyes are ripping (dripping) My insanity slipping (nothing is holding) Turning away (I try) Can not comprehend those disgusted gaze I see every way I'm looking Sleeping (in dreams) And i'm wondering now Why i am still thinking about Hurtful words and misery Maybe that's where I like to be (Better than feeling nothing) I hear them again (darkness within) Beating inside, screaming and ripping me up I tried to fit in (skinning) Gettin (you) Hitting (alive) Biting and kicking What's left of me now (Beast) I put in a cage (rage) And try to pretend to be happy about When the madness acts up (screaming) With the rage that is pend up (pacing) I chuckle out loud As I imagin' disembodying you before the crowd Would you then still mess with me? If you were to see How close you got me to let it (beast) be free (Its smiling and betting for you not stoppin´) I just try to hide That beast that's inside (Snarling) But it comes out sometimes (crawling) Mostly at night Where I cannot fight And it won't take long Before it's thoughts are my own Then I will be a beast That has nothing to lose And I will thank you for all the abuse I hear them again (darkness within) Beating inside, screaming and ripping me up I tried to fit in (skinning) Gettin (you) Hitting (alive) Biting and kicking What's left of me now (Beast) I put in a cage (rage) And try to pretend to be happy about I hear them again (darkness within) Beating inside, screaming and ripping me up I tried to fit in (skinning) Gettin (you) Hitting (alive) Biting and kicking What's left of me now (Beast) I put in a cage (rage) And try to pretend to be happy about Ahh