My own demon

Cold sweet, Hallucinations, Dark shadows And more, my mind (breaks) is bringing all out Sleepless insanity, all that is left of me Paranoia does not hunt when you keep sleeping It drags you from your save space within I can't feel the blankets now It's all going down My neck hair is standing Its twisted gaze, (open your eyes!) not ending nightmares (shadow and darkness!) Brought from my dream (Now) I suffer for my rotten mind I wish I could just stay inside! (Alone) I turn on the Lights but its still dark inside (Aha) My body´s awake but not my right mind I look in the mirror No fight with the shadow Is there something left to be crying about? Or should I just leave it now? (I die) My head hurts, day by day it gets worse I'm losing my will and start to gaze into the abyss It's getting closer to me and I start to see My body! and in its I eyes I reflect a body (Myself?) of a walking corpse (A horrendous monster) Since I lost the war within me, for so long My own Demon I have become I turn on the Lights but its still dark inside (Aha) My body´s awake but not my right mind I look in the mirror No fight with the shadow Is there something left to be crying about? Or should I just leave it now? (I die) So it is done I have become the creature I fear The voices that I hear. (JUST DIE!) The smell that I taste (waste) The darkness, it stays If you try to focus You can see it grows (Consumes!) Fights! (Bites) Rips the flesh (flesh) And splits my mind (darkness) I turn on the Lights but its still dark inside (Aha) My body´s awake but not my right mind (Dead) I look in the mirror No fight with the shadow Is there something left to be crying about? Or should I just leave it now? (I die)