I still miss you

Spend most of my time in my room Trying to reconcile with the fact You ain't even here anymore But I still wish you were in my bed In my bed It's just so unfair When you're not here It just ain't fair With you not here I don't know what to do You know it ain't fair You're with him But I still miss you Every time I see you holding hands I'm like damn, so we really through You hit my phone last night Talking about your new dude I saw his hands around your neck As he kissed slowly You fucked in his backseat No call or a text Seen me lose my mind then you started laughing It's just so unfair you're not here I wish that you could understand I can't stand without you It's such a pretty little love story Came crashing down after I tried to see What I could do better What I could stop doing wrong Yeah, I tried to heal everything I don't know why I did But I sacrificed all of my happiness To see you smile Now I'm down And now you stab me in the back Got me looking stupid But I've been trying to reconcile But you're not here But we were here You know it sucks when the feeling ain't mutual It's not fair Wish you were here You're infatuated with me But I'm in love with you You'll never understand So all that I can do Is put my heart and all my pain Into this song about you