Portland Sun

I'm feeling trapped In my own skin When you're running from yourself It's hard to win Is it mind or body Causing this pain It's all the same And the Portland sun is even getting too bright Only go outside when it's dark at night I people watch to understand the happy Write down everything that I can't be I'm closest to bliss wrapped in my sheets Feel no pain without this body I don't hate me I just hate the mold This intoxicating cravings getting old And the Portland sun is even getting too bright Only go outside when it's dark at night I people watch to understand the happy Write down everything that I can't be I don't want to show you how I'm letting this pain take me away I don't understand I'm supposed to keep living each day If I'm not hiding all of this crying, they leave So I will keep hiding all of this crying to me And the Portland sun is even getting too bright Only go outside when it's dark at night I people watch to understand the happy Write down everything that I can't be