Disbelief

I wake up to your name on my phone I'm staring in disbelief Are my eyes deceiving me? I read the words that you wrote Then I put down the phone A tear falls, I don't know why Why it took you so long to come around But I'm not sure that you figured it out I've gone so long without you now So why you texting me at 3am Don't you have your own other little family Go back to them Go back to them You left so stay gone, so stay gone Stay gone Why you textin me like I know who you are Do you remember the pain you caused Do you know bout the nights mom spent Driving around till I stopped crying for you I stopped crying for you I thought I knew exactly what I'd do Had the words all planned out But what do I do now I think about the things you did Man I was just a kid When you left, I didn't know why Why I wasn't good enough for you to quit All your stupid bad habits I went so long without you and Now you're textin me at 3am I can't believe this day has come I'm sitting in disbelief Is my mind tricking me I read your texts over again Refresh the screen, I can't believe I woke up to your name on my phone I'm still in disbelief I don't know what to think Reread the words that you wrote I'm staring at my phone I don't know I don't know