hard to be human

I'm a liar When you ask me how I am I will say I'm doing fine when I haven't been I'm a loser I'll step out onto the ring And let every stupid thing Knock me down But no one knows Like an actress I play roles When you see me You won't know That I'm drowning Cause you'll hear a Fake laugh From behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug "I've been great" But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak But I am Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing But damn its hard to be human I'm a cheater I'll do things the easy way Just so i'll get through the day Without screaming And I'm a cynic through and through And it's no offense to you But I wont let you in Cause I cant get burned again So you'll hear a Fake laugh From behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug "I've been great" But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak But I am Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing But damn it's hard to be human I'm just a girl With a heart too big for her own good I would give it up if I could But I cant So if I see you and you ask me how I am You'll hear a Fake laugh From behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug "I've been great" But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak But I am Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin' But really it's so hard to be human Really it's so hard to be human