Left Behind

I've been away from the world awhile Now I fear I don't belong My confident mind has been left in a heap Rest assured the restless are more rested then me I fear I won't make it to the end That all my friends who ran with me, will celebrate alone I fear I won't run across the line I'll stumble right before I finish... and then I'll die A man in blue once told me, loyalty's a gift And duty's first priority when you're among the dead So where do my, loyalties lie Are they here, or there, or buried deep within I fear I won't make it to the end That all my friends who ran with me, will celebrate alone And, I fear I won't run across the line I'll stumble right before I finish I fear I am falling fast behind The best things in my life now seem so dull I fear that all my time's been wasted And dreams may only serve to ruin me My dreams will only serve to ruin me There are things, that I am hiding from My present has a past There are days, I tell myself I can't go on But on and on and on I seem to go