Pallbearer

I ain't think a girl like you Would even like me You make everything seem better Hope you're not lying My head full of mud the hate It always haunts me I been ducking crowds and drugs My vision foggy She's a pallbearer Way she killed my happiness Don't ask if I'm all better I might need some sedatives If they think I'm weak dead them No I am not sensitive If she wants to leave let her You are not a specialist You don't like me Like you want you This is all a head ache Migraine that too I don't want to pause this Press play times two I just want to call you See you talk to you Running from her past And the present always hurting more and I don't want to deal with this pain no more So you should come through I'm trying to keep you close But don't even bother If you come and go One way let go Everything is extra I don't want nobody else I'm feeling just so messed up I done gave so much up Just to help another Leave me like the others Why I got two fathers I don't think of no one else Yeah I mean it if I want you You thinking bout others So it hurts me when I see you I don't even want you If some one else can have you Even just a piece of Even just a part of I been picked apart Tearing up Piece of paper Yeah I have a hallow heart Feel nothing hope for better If you leave then close door No I won't be here later I don't want to try no more I know I can do better She's a pallbearer Way she killed my happiness Don't ask if I'm all better I might need some sedatives If they think I'm weak dead them No I am not sensitive If she wants to leave let her You are not a specialist You don't like me Like you want you This is all a head ache Migraine that too I don't want to pause this Press play times two I just want to call you See you talk to you Running from her past And the present always hurting more and I don't want to deal with this pain no more So you should come through I'm trying to keep you close But don't even bother If you come and go Always trying to be better I think I can do better I just want to see everyone I hate struggle forever Run up you get full metal Plucked like a guitar cover K will turn you full mental Make sure you never recover I done came so far And still alive I'm yelling hallelujah Do not ask about me I can hear the doubt So what's it to ya All these people hating Since I'm doing good You're such a loser If you acting new I turn a shoulder Yeah I never knew ya Up now My dreams and hopes were shot down And no this isn't luck now I worked until I broke down Did this alone no compound And no I can not love now Yeah now I got the high ground You wish you were still around