I Love U

Top of the morning, I'm cruising Tryna shake my confusion Went to sleep with a heavy heart thinking 'what am I doing?' I had to talk with my momma, I know she feel like I'm losing Or I'll end up like my papa, in and out these institutions, I'm plotting on revolution Better solutions to 9-to-5ing surviving off of my drive like a hooper that couldn't shoot it My dreams is abusive, sometimes I'm Jesus, sometimes I'm Judas, sometimes I feel useless for reasons too inconclusive I'm hardly Garvey, but hitting my mark is respectable, lip to chest puffing ethanol, why my movement congressional I just needed time to listen to my heart f*ck a stethoscope, The score up so high you only could see with a telescope, they say less is more So if I'm saying less then say no more The best is yet to come and yet to go, I'm next to glow I'm Choosing my own path I water my own grass, Barter for my own bag, Taking off my toe tags, Steamed tea I need green leaf my peace keep me sane so please leave me be I talk consciously to receive my fee then proceed the proceeds to Mimi She she be cancer free and my grandpa T had told me be me since he seen me breathe I go deep inside K-L-O-U-D to set free my mind and J-U-M-P, I go eyes closed whirlwind typhoon, world revival, justice vital (2x) Yeah, uh huh, My heart still thumping on the offbeat, The first stanza was for my elders, the next goes out to Bakari, This one goes out to Jaden, just know I love you, I see you, you're way more than just my brother We fight for each other And not with each other, I know It get difficult sometimes but still never hold your head down keep your chin up Don't ever give up, keep stunting till that lady get the picture: she can't fix ya Her feelings is mixed up, she just hurting, try to remember, she might be a provider, that don't mean she ain't no sinner and, In her center she know it Can't pretend to be heroic, when your child is chosen, these audio files equivalent to gold if you quote it She probably say that you nuts, But you from Texas, tell her hold em, shit, Never be ashamed of who you are, no matter who doubt you, no matter who tell you that you wrong, I had to learn That the hard work is real, sometimes the people closest to you don't really understand what you going through, What you doing and what you trying to achieve, that don't mean you should stop everything is a test in this life, You gon' pass regardless, you gon' pass regardless you just have to, you have to understand bruh, it's absolutely Imperative that no matter what you just keep going for it bruh, no matter, no matter what state of mind you in, no Matter how you feeling about yourself, no matter what anyone else has told you bro, just keep moving forward Keep putting one foot in front of the other, you know what I'm saying, just keep moving forward bro, because Slow progress is better than no progress, and I know y'all have heard it before a lot of people talk about Consistency, but it's not just consistency bro, you gotta be persistent and consistent, you know, it's two sides to the Coin man, you just gotta, you gotta be both you, you can't just be one, and I, it's, it's hard to understand at first to Some people but some people are just born with that shit, you know, some people just, just born with that go get it Mentality and they don't give a shit about nothing else, you know, and even if you even if you don't have that, it Doesn't mean that you're any less better than anyone else it just means that you have skills that other people don't Have, everyone's not gonna have your skill set, you won't have everyone else's skill set, but that does not mean that You're less of a person than the next man, than the next woman, than the next anybody, you're you there's only one You, you have to be you, unapologetically, because no one else can do it Does that make sense? Shit, and even if it don't, we'll figure it out sooner or later You know, there's, there's no rush, but take your time, enjoy every moment because life is short, you never know When you're gonna go, you never know when the people you love are gonna disappear out of your life, but you Can't hold on to that notion, you can't hold on to that fact, you have to invest it, to live every day as if it's your last, You have to live every day as if it's your last, because it could be, you never know if it will be, so be grateful and be Thankful that you're here, it took me a long time to learn these lessons, man and I'm still learning every day, that's What life is, life is a test, you continue to learn