trauma dump

How can i fake Being in love with someone like you Who's been gone so long? You know its wrong For me For you For us For everyone that we trust (Trust!) I'm so disappointed Momma should've planned the abortion Low self esteem without my daddy support and I lost my lover guess i wasn't important I fantasize of things i couldn't resort in I promise myself i would let go now I can't imagine if my future self found out Her happiness is worth way more than a let down Won't raise voice i keep the noise in the foreground Wish i can start over erase it Surprise it didn't break me I'm back at where i started cause i try hard not to face it That question was too much for you I noticed in your face Just cause your homies eyeing me Don't mean they get a taste What the f*ck is there to say? 5 months is way too long and you expecting me to stay If I'm so wrong that makes us both you brought the game i sat and played Whats the point of moving on when everybody seem the same It's a myth that people change How can i fake Being in love with someone like you who's been gone so long? You know its wrong For me For you For us For everyone that we trust (Trust!) I'm so disappointed Momma should've planned the abortion Low self esteem without my daddy support and I lost my lover guess i wasn't important I fantasize of things i couldn't resort in I promise myself i would let go now I can't imagine if my future self found out Her happiness is worth way more than a let down Won't raise voice i keep the noise in the foreground