Eristic

You invited me to stay the night At your place Its going well quite swell so far Very slow pace You ask me about my life just a little bit Have drinks going clink for a little bit I sit beside you and I ask you what I'm here for and you say "take a hint" I say "my heart is beating real loud" you say you can kinda hear it and you smile proud Then you go down And I get kinda loud My heart is telling me that I want this But my mind is begging me to use logic My heart and brain don't sync up so I blurt out staring out to the ceiling "what is this" You stop then say "what" I say "I feel used and like utterly confused, cause we do this shit and you don't wanna commit so yea a-what the f*ck is this" You get up from your knees and say "you should leave" and I respond "fucking gladly" I grab my shit I'm bout to dip but then you grab me and say Please let me make this right (Oh) Please can you stay night (Please let me go) I promise that I'll make this real (Oh) Baby I'm listening to how you feel "I swear I fucking hate making you upset but little do you know I'm just fucking obsessed, I don't know how to express that baby please just listen just listen" I say "If you really mean it then prove it all I've ever heard from your mouth was fucking bullshit All I've ever heard from you was how to fucking break me All you've ever done is fucking shake and fucking shake me "I fucking hate that I did that I'm sorry I did that if I could fucking go back I'd fucking fix that" "Well now I don't want that, that sorry don't mean shit, so please get out my face so I can just make my exit" "I know you don't mean that" (I do) "You don't fucking mean that" (Please move) Cause if you really did why would you even come back I came here to be there for you not f*ck you and argue if you really wanna be done with this say f*ck it and be through Please let me make this right (I don't want you to make this right) Please don't turn out the light (I think my patience has left this time) I promise that I love you so (I don't wanna hear that) Please don't let me go (I'll show you I care I'll show you I care)