Out of Love

There were days when I would honestly give everything up But that was all before I learned the definition of love And now we argue We always fight And I admit I'm always handing you the knife Heavy is what we feel I'd bleed But never heal Cause I was always holding grudges I need to let it out When I do You tell me that you're afraid Cause I'm yelling What happens if I step on the breaks? There's no telling so Why don't ya hit me with everything you got Cause I'm About to dive all in and risk it all And I'm doing my best with the cards you played But there's only so many moves I can make And there are times when I just feel like you don't think about the both of us I bet you think that it's just all a bluff Because I'm always the one Begging you to stay But this time l'm out of love for you to take How am I selfish if I'm always fucking overthinking? Like is she happy? Is she sad? Either way you're winning Because the truth is love is kinda scary And everything in life is temporary I gave you all I got And I know it isn't much No need to make me feel more guilty The guilt is in my gut And it's true I love you like I got nothing to lose But you love me like you got A couple options to choose So tell me Why don't ya hit me with everything you got Cause I'm About to dive all in and risk it all And I'm doing my best with the cards you played But there's only so many moves I can make And there are times when I just feel like you don't think about the both of us I bet you think that it's just all a bluff Because I'm always the one Begging you to stay But this time l'm out of love for you to take And just because I'm sad Doesn't mean I'm alone Doesn't mean that I'm selfish Doesn't mean that you don't But you're too angry to see it But believe me You'll miss me when I'm gone Gone