Heart Drop

I shoulda known Should have known I have a habit it's tragic I know Was convincing myself that I should just let you go So I called you Tried to talk through All the reasons it wouldn't work out I think it coulda worked out Now I'm locking every door sitting on the floor Thought that I was sure So why do I wish you were here with me right now no one else around I think that I made a mistake I didn't want it this way If this is right Then tell me why I'm feeling like Tell me why I'm feeling like My lungs won't breathe Hand are shaking eyes can't see Since I told you how I felt It's like I can't control myself I know I'm wrong Looking back like oh my god Can't fall asleep at night I wish this would stop But this is how a heart drops I heard you're doing well Cause I heard it from him And I heard from your friends But it's hard to tell I wonder if you think about The last conversation where we talked about You told me I should call if I was having doubts Even though my minds changed I think I'm too late Now I'm locking every door Sitting on the floor Thought that I was sure So why do I wish you were here with me right now no one else around I think that I made a mistake I didn't want it this way If this is right Then tell me why I'm feeling like Tell me why I'm feeling like My lungs won't breathe Hand are shaking eyes can't see Since I told you how I felt It's like I can't control myself I know I'm wrong Looking back like oh my god Can't fall asleep at night I wish this would stop But this is how a heart drops This is how a heart drops Lungs won't breathe Hand are shaking eyes can't see Since I told you how I felt It's like I can't control myself I know I'm wrong Looking back like oh my god Can't fall asleep at night I wish this would stop But this is how a heart drops