Beautiful Madness

Been ignoring them signs Hope everything will fine House parties on the weekend That's the only place I'm on time Seems like everything's on fire Truth is I don't mind All this beautiful madness That live inside of my mind Got me thinking 'bout my life Should I slow down a rewind Got me thinking back to that past tense While I pretend that I'm fine I just need to close my eyes Fall back and I'm flying Chasing after these highs Got me falling out of the sky It's all so complicated Wish I could buy some patience But in the meantime I been off the ground inside my space ship I swear the waters tainted Can't seem to focus lately Wish I could read your mind Somedays I swear you hate me Whoo Chasing after thrills ya that's the truth If I cant get you now I need you soon We ain't gotta worry 'bout the rules Just love this beautiful madness with you Caught up in these memories Need to focus on my own energy This chaos it envelops me Need my own peace and serenity Dangerous tendencies Swear I'm my own worst enemy Focused on ending me But I hope things change eventually Through the highs and lows Forget it all and float In the sixth dimension Travel through the unknown But its all beautiful madness Chaos so magic Nights out on the city I just hope it's everlasting I been having trouble sleeping Way too busy overthinking And that's why I'm out in the late-night I'm moving like I'm dreaming I don't know how I'm still breathing New party every weekend Ya you know how I been broken down And I'm still picking up pieces Thinking I just need to reset I ain't found my own peace yet Tryna live without regrets Never need a rhyme or reason Falling back through these seasons Memories feel so recent I'm just up late in the studio Tryna give it all a meaning Whoo Chasing after thrills ya that's the truth If I cant get you now I need you soon We ain't gotta worry 'bout the rules Just love this beautiful madness with you