Distracted

Im at your side again I just cant stay away My friends warned me 'bout you But I don't want things to change I never did like anything thats good for me Fell in love with thoughts of things and how they could of been Your in half the memories that I kept from the night Wake up feeling like I cant do nothing right Couple regrets but its too late to apologize I just wish that you could see yourself through my eyes And we all going crazy Just let the music take me I'm tryna feel alive I need you imitating Can we slow down the time Cause I don't wanna waste it I got you on my mind Right now I need to erase it You got me so distracted Can we leave us in the past tense I know I preach but don't practice Cause I'm still upset by your absence I just need a bit of magic Cause everything been so tragic I been dealing with malpractice And right now life is too taxing You just got me drowning in fear I don't know why cause I ain't like this any time you ain't here It's just something 'bout you turns me too a whole different person Separate my mouth and brain and leave me feeling uncertain I know you don't feel the same and these thoughts got me hurting But maybe its for the better 'cause I heard all these warnings But before I just ignored 'cause hey nobody's perfect Just look at me I've done some things that I hope you ain't heard of 'Till I saw it with my own eyes and realized you'd just worsen Everything i got inside that's already broken But I still cant decide if your worth all the commotion Got me sitting at this party just going through the motions Memories of past mistakes just replaying in my head Talking to myself like I ain't doing this again Do i wanna feel alive or stay alive it depends Wrote a love letter the I'll probably never send You got me so distracted Can we leave us in the past tense I know I preach but don't practice Cause I'm still upset by your absence I just need a bit of magic Cause everything been so tragic I been dealing with malpractice And right now life is too taxing You got me so distracted Can we leave us in the past tense I know I preach but don't practice Cause I'm still upset by your absence I just need a bit of magic Cause everything been so tragic I been dealing with malpractice And right now life is too taxing