Flying Too Close To The Sun

It's a cycle that I'm still tryna break Ain't tryna heal just tryna stay entertained Never do it right feel like I'm living in a maze And this time flying by so I gotta pick up the pace But am I running towards something or just running away From these problems ya these ghosts that been haunting me everyday From these people that been draining been killing my energy From these corporations tryna take from what i made I'll deal with that in the morning thats the motto now Apologies that I have got to make are way to much to count Old friends and I can tell they wouldn't love me now I can understand as it gets harder to love myself And I ain't cried once in the last two years Grew numb to the pain almost miss how it feels And its all building up getting strong enough to kill Walk around gotta remind myself that I'm real I'm tryna figure this out on my own Still don't know where to call home Thousand different problems tryna end me Don't trip don't trip just don't fall It gets hard not to burn your own wings So much on your mind so much your trying to achieve Ask yourself if what you want is what you really need Prioritize your own health and take time to breathe Tell me who told you that I play I'll trample anybody to make sure I'm getting paid Tryna back out on a deal catch a backhand to the face I make sure the team eat and we all got like four plates I ain't tripping I ain't tripping its new problems everyday And I carry it well but that don't mean it ain't got weight I'm like d-d-d-d-d-d ah my mind it just went blank Yeah I'm tryna talk with you I cant think of what to say Yes I know i messed up I gotta switch my ways And I still got love for you that'll never change But its at the point where I don't know if you reciprocate Don't trip Don't trip imma fix it one day I'm tryna figure this out on my own Still don't know where to call home Thousand different problems tryna end me Don't trip don't trip just don't fall It gets hard not to go blind Flying too close to the sun leads to burnout in your life Your day will come in its own time Trust the process and protect your own sight I'm tryna figure this out on my own Still don't know where to call home Thousand different problems tryna end me Don't trip don't trip just don't fall