The Sea

Wind bows up my skirt Stones hurt my feet Waves are crashing down Unto the coast of my worst disease I'm holding back my hair Let salty water Let salty water Slip through me I'm standing on a cliff As the wildest sea is sucking down your ship It's such a pain inside of me Growing fast Fast as the sea And I feel numb and I feel still like Little girl on momma’s knees And I feel dumb and insecure ‘cause You won't make it to the shore I'm shouting at the sea As the wind carries away All that could have been It brings all my hope and luck Brings it deeper down to the ocean's heart And you are there I am here You won't disappear And I feel numb and I feel still like Little girl on momma’s knees And I feel so dumb and insecure ‘cause You won’t make it to the shore And I am sorry for the waves I’m sorry for the waves I’m sorry for the waves I am sorry that I killed myself