Actin' so angry

I ain't gonna sit here and feel pity I ain't gonna sit here sad You tryna control my emotions You want to so bad I won't let you in My head's in a spin You keep grasping on but I can't let you in Why you gotta act like this After everything we've been through Always actin' so angry Please tell me what did I do I always got your back I'm always doin' what you want You makin' all the decisions but it's never enough Yeah, my head's in the clouds But I don't feel like I'm high enough Voices in my head keep gettin' loud But I can't decide which ones to trust I really can't stand when we fight I'm tryna act like I'm alright Doin' literally everything I can To hold it all in tonight Why you gotta act like this After everything we've been through Always actin' so angry Please tell me what did I do I always got your back I'm always doin' what you want You makin' all the decisions But it's never enough I'm feelin' so lost I feel like my stomach is stuck in a knot Don't know where to turn The way that I'm feelin' is not your concern I really wish you cared This really isn't fair Am I just wastin' time? Do you even care if I'm here Why you gotta act like this After everything we've been through Always actin' so angry Please tell me what did I do I always got your back I'm always doin' what you want You makin' all the decisions But it's never enough But it's never enough