habits

Lookin' in the mirror, I wanna be proud Why do I keep puttin' myself down, whoa I got habits, I hate that I love them But I don't put nothin' above them I just love how their numbing on my mind every day Don't really wanna change, i start to contemplate like am i causin' pain, a challenge For better or worse, am I gonna put it first Dig myself into the dirt, im livin' day by day Maybe it's a phase, maybe ill snap out of it Discover better ways But right now I'm just livin' my life I'm takin' chances, I'm rollin' the dice One half of me wants to have fun The other half of me wants to do right You know that shit ain't cool Don't you see what all it's doin' to you, your actin' a fool You need to get your shit together and start doin' right Find a different motivation than hittin' the damn pipe I still love you and Ill always have your back but that shit's been takin' over, it's got you in a trap You got so much potential, don't throw it all away Thought we learned from our parents and all of their mistakes I got habits, I hate that I love them But I don't put nothin' above them I just love how their numbing On my mind every day Don't really wanna change, i start to contemplate like am i causin' pain A challenge For better or worse, am I gonna put it first Dig myself into the dirt, im livin' day by day Maybe it's a phase, maybe ill snap out of it Discover better ways Getting high makes me feel so alive I'm productive even through the night Confidence has gone up, I feel right Eating less, I have no appetite I don't look at you different, I know you got good intentions Even though I'm against it, I know you're fighting addiction Just know you're better than that, one day I hope you bounce back Get yourself back on track, give up on chasin' the sack You don't wanna look back and have regrets All we have is one life, and after that, all we have is death Don't make me waste my breath, be different from the rest Life is just one big lesson, but can you pass the test Testin' your intellect, where is your self-respect I start to reminisce about when we were kids The way you're livin' now, you were just so against Those were the good old days, when you were my best friend I got habits, I hate that I love them But I don't put nothin' above them, I just love how they're numbin On my mind every day, don't really wanna change I Start to contemplate, like am I causin' pain A challenge for better or worse Am I gonna put it first Dig myself into the dirt I'm livin' day by day Maybe it's a phase, maybe ill snap out of it Discover better ways But right now I'm just livin' my life I'm takin' chances and rollin' the dice One half of me wants to have fun The other half of me wants to do right