Self Destructive

Waking up in the middle of the night To a starless sky It feels like I never tried Hate myself, that's why Rage grows in me Rosemary catching on fire Blow up inside out Orders, no I command (can't be another way) When am I gonna awake (fucking look at me) Look at me I can do everything So what am I waiting What am I waiting I'm self destructive Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) I'm the worst you'll ever see You couldn't picture the storm in me I'm so self destructive I think I do love it Rage grows in me Rosemary catching on fire Blow up inside out Orders, no I command (can't be another way) When am I gonna awake (fucking look at me) Look at me I can do everything So what am I waiting What am I waiting I'm self destructive Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Self destructive (self destructive) Am I blinded or am I right (am I right) Am I dreaming or am I dying (am I dying) Somebody light up my path (light up my path) Am I muted or am I loud (am I loud) Am I crazy or am I wild (am I crazy) Am I gasoline or the match (am I gasoline) Am I ready, to die Orders no I command When am I gonna awake Look at me I can do everything So what am I waiting Orders, no I command Can't be another way No I command