I'm Not the Old Me

Shadow Why do you make it so? I thought I'd dealt with you When this broken heart was blue If you say so There's still much work to do If you want me dead, then I'll die To try and find my truth To try and find you To love this heart turned blue Woman You've made a man of me You're in my mind When I didn't want to think I love you so But there's still much work to do You can't love me now, so I'll stay To try and find my roots I'll burn up in your blaze To choose this ashen place I needed earthquakes To learn I had to shake I have been too proud To speak my truth out loud I needed heartbreak To teach a blue heart how I'm confessin' I tried to love the wind She whispered in my ear You're worth my love my dear Then she left Didn't know she'd gone for good So I held on to those words 'til I learned The wind will feed those flames If I try to love again By holding on to change I needed earthquakes To learn I had to shake I have been too proud To be strong in your doubts I needed heartbreak To know my time and place I'll stand on broken ground Until this blue heart's found It's not the old me Why won't you show me I'm not the only one Feeling lonely? It's not my story I said I'm sorry I'm not the old me I love you, Colby