what i've earned (commentary)

Confusion Illusion Desperation Endless contemplation And my conclusion is one which I regret Because I know that this is heaven sent Alone That's my only home And the end May be my only friend And my purpose may be To burn And that might be Just what I deserve Cuz I can't run forever I've earned this fate to the letter And your pity is not what I'm there for Cuz believe me I'm lookin for the door Out of this place Cuz I'm sick of this face But it just won't be erased And this pain Is driving me insane But these shoes I've worn Thru the heels And I'm so young and my dark face revealed But I can't run forever I've earned this fate to the letter And your pity's not what I'm here for Cuz believe me, I'm lookin for the door Out of this place Out of this place Out of this place