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I know I'm long winded In the words I say and songs I write to you And half the time I apologize when I don't need to But I have never been where I am I have never put my heart in someone else's hands And I'm afraid It's nothing that you've said or done to me Or maybe actually it's everything And I know that you told me that I can always tell you But that doesn't mean it doesn't scare me I don't trust my thoughts when they're left all alone They have a tendency to find the lowest they can go So I keep it all inside so I don't turn into an overbearing Burden of a person that you have to lay beside I know I'm Long winded In the words I say and songs I write to you And half the time I apologize when I don't need to But I have never been where I am I have never put my heart in someone else's hands And I'm afraid Oh I'm afraid that I'm in way too deep Oh I'm afraid that I'm not the man that I should be I'm afraid that I'm not the one you need Oh I'm afraid I almost didn't show you the song that I'm playing Because I didn't want you to think that you're the one I'm blaming For my head and my heart looking past reality And saying the worst case is the only explanation But you're hearing it right now so I guess that I'll be honest And tell you that my mind has almost always got you on it How the days and miles between our conversations feel like lifetimes I live and die in the silence that comes when we're apart I know I'm Long winded In the words I say and songs I write to you And I apologize when I apologize when I don't need to But I have never been where I am I have never put my heart in someone else's hands