As My Father Goes

Help me Come and open up the door To memories that I can't get to anymore Lately, living life is such a chore And my apathy steals the joy I've held before Once a child with no fear Cause never far was mother dear As monsters came she'd whisper in my ear You're safe here, you're safe here, you're safe here Help me Come and open up the door To memories that I can't get to anymore Lately, I chase the things I once abhorred And my apathy steals the joy I've held before Once a boy, I had a home With busy hallways which I'd roam Now I wake up all alone Out on my own, on my own, on my own Help me (Oh help me) Come and open up the door To memories that I can't get to anymore Lately, I don't know what I'm pushing towards And my apathy (About it all) steals the joy I've held before What's a man, well I don't know But I hope to find out as I grow I'll follow as my father goes Down the road, down the road, down the road (It's amazing) (I've been dreaming growing old) (This is my idol, but I won't stand idly by) (Help me Come and open up the door) I can't remember how it feels to be exactly who I used to be Is that man gone or is he buried underneath The shell existing in his place as he attempts to find his way back home Guided by grace