Between Us (Me vs. Me)

On my own 'Cause I'm a believer On my soul It ain't over between us Talking to my younger self He just need a little guidance They don't see the cry for help Just a kid who always smilin' Trying to fit in everywhere But everybody's so conniving It's alright 'cause you gon' learn It's all gon' fall right in alignment Everything I chose to do, I did 'cause I was doing me What's the price you pay when dealing all your chips and slot machines Made mistakes in life and now I'm stuck making apologies Wrote this while I'm driving with my knee There's nothing stopping me In the hills on the 88 staring at the water Trials and tribulations Steppin' over puddles Rain falling Still in contact with my old self Hate when that motherfucker calling Since a baby boy I've been above the rim I was born a baller Sitting down in interviews I'm opening up like therapy Sitting down I'm so confused Like why is no one there for me Crazy how they're closest to me Turned into my enemies Cut a couple off All the fakeness built immensity Brodie hit me with the dog You look like shit respectfully Told him that he's good And that I know what's coming next for me Broken heart again I miss my smile Im down tremendously Love is something everybody wants It's a necessity I'm struggling to let all this go I don't want to lose control On my own 'Cause I'm a believer On my soul It ain't over between us It ain't over between us On my own