Happier Than I

I'm just trying to love this Something I hate all day I'm just trying to love this I'm feeling this Yeah, all day Higher, higher I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trying to right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trying to right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trying to right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trying to right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I Need to leave it all behind and focus on myself for real Need to clear my thoughts and get away from where my soul was killed Tryna find my peace again, I fell into the deep end Drowning, I've been swimming and kicking, I'm barely breathing Baby, I've been smoking and drinking to deal with demons Hate the fact I feel that I can't call when I need healing Scratching at the surface, I'm trapped and I need releasing Hate when I'm alone, I be thinking about the worst things Thinking like, what if another man in my old place Thinking like, how would I be if I moved in my own way Man, I'm getting selfish this time, gotta make sure my shoes laced Got a haunted heart, used to pain, I'm a monster Morphine in my bloodstream, load up my tears in the chopper Happier than I'm deserving all the karma Send me to the afterlife, I can't repeat the saga Need to get away from this, I'm X'ing out the drama I said, nah, nah, nah When I'm swimming in the pussy, call me da, da, da I'm like, oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Girl, you know I'm really missing how you tempt me ouu I really need, your love, love, love Now I need to find a way to get away from you Now I need to find a way to get over you Now I need to find a way to get away from you Now I need to try a way to get over you Way to get over you Way to get over you Oh no, no, no I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trynna right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trynna right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I I've been stuck for too long I just needa leave it all behind I'm just trynna right all my wrongs Hoping that you're happier than I