Introspection

Is my mic on Aye can you turn the headphones up a lil bit Yea right there I got some s*** I jus needa let off Wonder where I'll go Wonder where I'll see Wonder where I'll stay Ion know what's goin on Aye I need get the f*** up out my head God damn Ion know what's goin on right now Ion even know I'm jus trynna get this off my chest Yea yea yea aye Too prideful when I speak I won't be silenced Contemplated suicide my head be having riots Sitting all alone I gotta smile so people buy it Don't wanna feel no sympathy I'm keeping myself quiet I'm soaring through the clouds high as hell feel no emotion Chasing after a high I can't have like a potion Something different Feelin' belligerent Goin' ballistic This s*** is twisted My thoughts drifting Different directions 17 on my arm to remind me who I was 18 was the year I got myself Into the drugs 19 got on track n started taking all my dubs 20 was the come up couldn't let up off the gas Took a trip up to Sac jus to get my mind right Felt appreciated felt like I was in the limelight Know my goal n I can see it right up in my hindsight They said I sound the same so you know I had to switch it up Flows be so different I might need another double cup Said I'd get this money so cmon now let's run it up Project after project they be asking am I done or what Haters they be salty cause I'm doing more than enough Don't be mad cause you can't keep up It's okay I gotta good head start good luck Hop up in my push start Now we burn em all in dust Don't go no problems wit nobody Swear I'm all about love aye yea All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane Too much going on the devil picking at my brain I got god but the devil really want my name I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane Too much going on the devil picking at my brain I got god but the devil really want my name I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game All these thoughts inside my head how am I not insane Too much going on the devil picking at my brain I got god but the devil really want my name I'm praying every night I'm trynna make it in this game