Painting Over Sadness

Know that you are loved Even if you don't love yourself Some feelings never go away and that's what makes it hard You don't need a famous girl to stop your beating heart Trying to start my prayer, I'm hoping that I'll find my spark Just reignite my flame been traveling in the dark Hard truths, I'm accepting, make the song cry Shit, I ain't really been the same since my dog died No, I ain't really been the same since we cut ties Lonely nights, getting high under the street lights Contemplating so much, I'm bitter, my soul need therapy I'm faded and jaded, just trying to find the right remedy The other side of me just wants to push the extremity Just a popular loner myself is my biggest enemy And f*ck up outta here, I'm speaking with my chest And f*ck I look like, holding back, my soul depressed Miss your voice, replaying in my head like an old cassette To the moon and back, the sun sets and the stars ahead Are you happy or just comfortable? I guess we'll find out Are you breaking out the cycle or are you heading down south Go and find your full potential, take yourself out the drought You don't really understand what I'm trying to get at Are you stuck trying to please others? Put them over yourself Don't it suck collecting dust because your heart's on the shelf I think it's time to let go and refresh how you felt Take a step back and do what's best for your mental health Anxiety just flowing through my veins Hennessy in ecstasy, I'm shackled to these chains Tell myself to breathe, cause I don't want to lose my way Please don't call my phone Hit my voicemail, leave a name Anxiety just flowing through my veins Hennessy in ecstasy, I'm shackled to these chains Tell myself to breathe, cause I don't want to lose my way Please don't call my phone Hit my voicemail, leave a name Like some candles, take a hike, we up in blood hills Tell my family and my friends I know that love kills Love scars on my body, on my left wrist Bad vibes forever, broken hearted with a sad twist I live life with a different purpose, I'm moving on Giving up not an option, I got to keep it calm True friends, ten fingers, I count em on my palm They get me through the worst when they know I ain't doing fine I'm trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness Like Light some candles, take a hike, we up in blood hills Tell my family and my friends I know that love kills Love scars on my body, on my left wrist Bad vibes forever, broken hearted with a sad twist I live life with a different purpose, I'm moving on Giving up not an option, I got to keep it calm True friends, ten fingers, I count em on my palm They get me through the worst when they know I ain't doing fine I'm trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness Trying to keep up, match it, overdosed on madness Faded into blackness, I'm painting over sadness