tired n drunk

My mind's tired, sipping liquor till I'm drunk Falling off the deep end if I'm keeping it a buck Hate that I'm addicted to this love, it's worse than drugs Fiening for this shit but I fell out with my plug Know I'm not okay and it's a shame but God I feel like a burden I don't talk enough to you, I guess that's why I be hurting Trying to find my inner peace again might crash the suburban Life or death with me right now is something really uncertain cause I'm I'm tired and I'm drunk Yes, I'm faded of your love I'm tired and I'm drunk Yes, I'm faded of your love How can I explain that I got so much shit to say to you How can I explain shit if you make me feel invisible Shit is unpredictable, I swear I'm losing faith Sorry I'm emotional, can't help how I was made So used to the old lifestyle I was living I'm bruised, I feel torn down, damn it I ain't kidding Abandonment issues in a crowded room, I still feel lonely Couple years ago I thought it hurt but damn this shit destroyed me I be talking to myself too much too much I be trying to find myself through us through us Need to realize it's over let go let go It keeps messing with my head and my soul my soul I be talking to myself too much too much I be trying to find myself through us through us Need to realize it's over let go let go It keeps messing with my head and my soul my soul Every day I'm waking up to kill the bad vibes Nightmares in my sleep, make it hard, I'm like a vampire Boutta go ghost, I don't wanna see my timeline Everybody irking me, I'm tired put me on the sidelines I tried to compromise and now it's slowly killing me Now I'm stuck inside your web, the holy trilogy I really wish that shit could've ended differently I'm sounding selfish but I'm dying slow and willfully I'm tired and I'm drunk Yes I'm faded off your love I'm tired and I'm drunk Yes I'm faded off your love I be talking to myself too much too much I be trying to find myself through us through us Need to realize it's over let go let go It keeps messing with my head and my soul my soul I be talking to myself too much too much I be trying to find myself through us through us Need to realize it's over let go let go It keeps messing with my head and my soul my soul