voicesinmyhead

It's this only road that I'm walking No company, no company All the voices in my head won't stop it My only company, my only company You ever been ignored by the person you love? It's not intentional, I know, but I just miss how we was You ever caught a dark storm and swept it under the rug? Guess I'm expendable, I can't believe we pulling the plug You ever been so scared of yourself when you look in the mirror? I saw the devil in disguise, but it's not you that I'm seeing My biggest fear was losing you and now I'm coping and grieving I miss your touch, I miss your voice, I miss the beautiful feelings I'm terrified Girl I'm screaming inside The thoughts of you with someone else I really hate and despise And every time I see you post, everything just clears my mind And I've been going so crazy that I lost track of the time yea I just need some closure, I just need you closer I just need you here with me, I'm locked up with my doja Taking other drugs, anything to feel a buzz Cause I ain't got your love no more, I lost that all with your trust If you don't need love, then im walking Aye No company, no company All the voices in my head won't stop it My only company, my only company All the vibes, all the nights, all the time Chasing heights, getting lit, right outside Probably wanna watch me die Most know, I'm used to it Too much money on the floor, they think I'm new to this Thoughts inside my head about another guy Put him on my shooter list I ain't new to this I put him in a body bag just for you I know this ain't what you wanted me to do What I had to do, what I had to do Voices in my head go crazy now Thinking you at home when you're probably out I know all your friends gon' hate me now They know the other guy just ain't me now Try to keep it lit with you Try to keep it real with you Told you to follow your heart You did me I'm trying to show you I'm the one Been the only one How you gon' go behind my back like I ain't god's son If you don't need love, then I'm walking Aye No company, no company All the voices in my head won't stop it My only company, my only company Yeah Uh Defeating the odds like my name is Lil Tjay Just me, you, and the blunt Used to be my favorite three-way Now I drive alone, busting your playlists on the freeway These voices in my head got me going insane Wish I could delete it Felt you touching, I felt free, yeah I wish I could explain the way that you make me feel But I ain't never felt this way I guess these are the better days That I was thinking about when I was going through it Anxiety's a bitch, smoked some weed and I got through it Got my chakras aligned, now I'm getting, getting to it, yeah These voices in my head won't stop it Uh My only company My only company Yea I'm walking away No company In my head No company No company