Don't Want a Lover

I keep hesitating On the inhalations Not caring for myself Just like you do Was he hardly around Or was he just another let down Can we get ourselves out of this Cycle of closed minds Always wondering I don't want to talk about it Yet here I am now Still talking about it No I don't want to be with a lover right now No I don't want to be with a lover right now Keep your mind and your heart to yourself Keep your mind and your heart to yourself What I want to say is Feel like giving up What I mean to say is Feel like waking up What I want to say would Put us back ten steps Well, really only me Always wondering I don't want to talk about it Yet here I am now Still talking about it No I don't want to be with a lover right now No I don't want to be with a lover right now Keep your mind and your heart to yourself Keep your mind and your heart to yourself No I don't want to be with a lover right now Keep your mind and your heart to yourself Keep your mind and your heart to yourself I feel like giving up, Feel like giving up, feel like giving up What I mean to say is Feel like waking up, I feel like waking up I feel like waking up What I want to say is I feel like giving up, feel like giving up I feel like giving up What you wanna hear is I feel like waking up, I feel like waking up I feel like waking up What I wanna say is I feel like giving up, I feel like giving up I feel like waking up What you wanna hear is I feel like waking up, I feel like waking up I feel like giving up No I don't want to be with a lover right now No I don't want to be with a lover right now