Something's Off

I can't wait Time passed My minds numbs Self loathing Growing up Was never fun Figure out Who am I Before it's done Trying hard Pushing myself Up out the mud I gotta go Don't understand The point is Art pieces Painstaking Is it pointless Each line Each bar I gotta break it Plain to see My life never felt basic Can't hear me If you cant relate Don't wanna listen You just wanna hate Look in the mirror Reflections getting blurry Lost in the madness I'm always in hurry Real life And Everything is hurting I gotta know now Why it's not working No more passion The fire isn't burning I taught myself But I am still learning My Search for god My Holy Spirit yearning I'd be be happy If I didn't wake one morning My life is over When will I stop mourning It's all so wrong But thank you for coming Can't you tell It feels so wrong To me Feels so wrong It feels so wrong To be Feels so wrong It feels so wrong Can't you feel That something's off with me Something's off Yeah something's off I know you see Something's off Yeah something's off I'm cold product I don't feel a thing Freeze dried blood Clogging up all my veins I'm not the same And I can't change I'm dead man That's Still walking I need a cane Heard a loud bang PTSD From the things that I've seen I can't leave Still in the crime scene I didn't do it But they would never believe What's the point In chasing your dreams When you wake up It ain't nothing like it seems My mind's blank As my body screams Feeling so numb That I'm bursting from my seams Tell me what's the point in trying When you know you end up dying What's the feeling that we all understand But no one can explain it Can't you tell It feels so wrong To me Feels so wrong It feels so wrong To be Feels so wrong It feels so wrong Can't you feel That something's off with me Something's off Yeah, something's off I know you see Something's off Yeah, something's off I don't know what's wrong with me But I hope there's good inside I've been searching inside myself Trying to just find some light I question myself every single day When they ask my purpose I don't know what I should say I make music Might just make a way For all the people Standing right beside me I don't get it I don't they feel a thing Blood coiled up From all the muffled screams These voices in my head They don't say a thing These people around me They just watch me bleed