Terrified

Let me tell you a fairy tail when Corey started to sing Knew that I fell in love, I saw your face in my dreams Wrote you a couple words, but I never say the truth Only Wish that I could tell you how I felt inside the booth Time passed on I started rappin with a group The flow got tighter some would say that I'm the truth Then I had to leave the troop, they didn't believe Now I'm on that squad shit, but I still f*ck with the team Out shows weren't sellin and our mixtapes floppin And our grind got slower so I had to pick an option Bills keep hittin just imagine the stress Plus I left moms house tryna stack up the checks Massive in debt, you didn't hear me rappin at all So many different times I had my back to the wall Never got to the point of havin crack in my drawls But I been down still fighting for the plaques on the wall Massive in debt, you didn't hear me rappin at all So many different times I had my back to the wall Never got to the point of havin crack in my drawls But I been down still fighting for the plaques on the wall Even if I gotta testify, let me set it straight clarify Ima find my way to paradise, cause I been livin like I'm terrified And I been down so many times, but I was told that this world mine They could hate but I'll still shine Done livin like I'm terrified I'm doin everything I can I fell a couple times but I learned and I understand I barely see em around to put the blame on me I Had to find my own way and teach myself to be a man I was afraid thinking I needed a helping hand But I put it all together from the power within Can't nobody tell me nothin cause I made the mistakes And the only difference now is that I fail and take From it you want to leave? Ima give you the space I'm shooting for the stars, they gettin out of my way Back then they didn't believe now they Ridin the wave I had to put myself first to sit right in my place Fightin fear and doubt All the blood sweat and tears that you hear about Isn't anything like it seems cause you need the pain It made me who I am now, and I beat the game Even if I gotta testify, let me set it straight clarify Ima find my way to paradise, cause I been livin like I'm terrified And I been down so many times, but I was told that this world mine They could hate but I'll still shine Done livin like I'm terrified