Broken Records

Oh yes please, I've been out here on a mission Oh yes please, but I still feel like something's missing Oh yes please, and I've been begging, I've been wishing I've been praying, I've been itching For some peace, well just a piece of Oh yes please, I've been searching for some purpose All my symptoms they have worsened May be blind but I am searching For some peace, but I believe God's gonna flip the script on me next season I used to know all of my reasons to live Now I have been on the side of treason Some things are just too pleasing, yeah I'm pleading, needing change Oh yes please, I've been tryna to keep my head up I've been getting awfully fed up All my problems they won't let up It's a settup, I can't get up Oh Hell no, oh Hell no God why won't you just come down here and save me I know that I've been misbehaving for real Is it too late to say that lately I've been going crazy, faintly fading, craving change Oh yes please, I am scared of what is next and Right now I am sounding like a broken wreck Loving you is like Eyes underwater 'cause It hurts, and it's blurry but Without it I can't see, without it I can't see Love yourself, you love yourself Love yourself, you love yourself You know that you could do better If you would get your act together You need to see your plans perfected But what if I'm infected I know that you feel exhausted You had hope, then you went and lost it I know that your about to spiral I'm trapped cuz something's viral Have you ever had a dream so good That you wake up and you're feeling scared 'cause Now you're awake but you wish you were there Real life is the, real life is the nightmare I, I love... having my eyes underwater But what if... you're the demon, oh I'm not saying that... you wake and speak of a life where no day is wasted But what else could you ask for... you'll feel awake and won't even fake it So take me back to wonderland... where it felt so good to sin I miss when... She was clean of all her scars Yeah take me back to when, to when this nightmare ends Loving you is like eyes underwater 'cause... I don't know what I am seeing I thought that I was locked up but instead I'm out here Waiting on you hand and foot, you have changed me I've become the demon you don't deserve If you won't fight for me... then would I benefit from being alone I used to... miss when you were my anchor... because real life is the nightmare Oh yes please, right now I am sounding like a broken record, a broke rec Oh I love you... but some things just have to be done