Love All My Madness

I don't want you to worry for me I don't think my heart can be repaired I don't have the guts to stand and fight I don't know why I am always scared I don't think I'm brave enough to try I don't think I'll make it anywhere I don't have the skill to do this right I don't think I have the time to spare, spare, spare If nobody will care, care, care Darling I just want you to be there But oh I need to say Love me if, you're ready to get your heart shattered, and Love me if, you can leave all the things that matter, and Love me if, you want more regrets and baggage, and Love me if, you can handle all my madness I don't think I've spent my time too well I don't know how I'll get that time back I don't know if I am good enough I don't know how to find what I lack I don't want to treat you terribly I don't know why I act so profane I don't want to feel this bad again I don't know what's going through my brain, brain, brain I'm going insane 'Cause oh, I've thought a thousand times Will you ever understand the madness in my mind You don't know how hard I try 'Cause I can't put it into words So I put it into lies So maybe that's why I don't think I'll ever love again I don't think this wound will heal with time I don't want to ruin anyone I don't want those memories in my mind I don't have a lot that I can give I don't try enough to keep you near I don't have the power to go on I don't try to overcome my fears, fears, fears Overcome my fears, fears, fears Darling I just wish that you were here 'Cause oh I need to say Love me if, you can fill my heart again, and Love me if, you understand that I am broken, and Love me if, you can break through all the static, and Love me if, you can love all my madness There will be days secrets aren't revealed There will be days I speak too much truth There will be days where I am obsessed There will be days where I don't love you So I don't want you to worry for me Though I don't think I'll make it on my own I don't think you'll ever leave my dreams But I think it's best I'm left alone Best I'm left alone