My Fault

I, I want to be able, to make everyone happy I, I just want everyone to be happy for me I, I'll live my life for others, And ignore everything I've felt I, I swear I care for you , But I don't care for myself Because I'm no politician, but I am no peace maker And I'm no killer but certainly no savior I am entitled to nothing, nothing But all I want is everything Is it my fault I'm like this My fault I'm like this My fault I'm like this I wish I wasn't like this Oh, oh, I've perfected rejection so just stay away from me Oh, oh, people say I got talent but not enough to succeed Oh, oh, That's why I feel like I'll never be capable Oh, oh, people say I'm not willing but I'm just not able Because I am no failure, but no overachiever And I hate to be the pessimist, but I'll never be a believer I know I'm deserving, of nothing, nothing But all I want is this one thing Is it my fault I'm like this My fault I'm like this My fault I'm like this I wish I wasn't like this A bad person, that causes Bad circumstance, and leaves Bad memories, bad memories, you see I don't want you to worry for me I don't think my heart can be repaired I don't have the guts to stand and fight I don't know why I am always scared, but Love me if, you can fill my heart again, and Love me if, you understand that I am broken, and Love me if, you can break through all the static, and Love me if, you can love all my madness You can love all my madness And If you say you don't want to be with me That's fine, that's fine, that's fine And If you think I'm crazy or clingy That's fine, that's fine, that's fine And if you wish that I hadn't shown up That's fine, that's fine, that's fine Just don't leave me standing here in limbo Make up your mind, make up your mind Conversation, conversation, all I wanted was a conversation Conversation, conversation, all I wanted was a conversation, 'cause In my mind my words they fly But in real life well who am I