the real me

I'm not sure anymore All of these tears What have I cried them for? You aren't even around anymore to see me grieving For the person I used to be You've really changed me And yet you don't even see How am I supposed to be proud of myself When I used to be yours When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself anymore I cannot stand myself Not when I'm the me you want me to be I don't wanna be this girl With all these parts of her that you wanna see How do I recognize myself When I'm playing the role of someone else? I want you to love me for me But I know that you'll never love the real me The real me This pain This betrayal, this feeling It stings my heart with a scar that will never be healing I've accepted that all of these questions in my head Will never be answered I've tried my best and now you mock me at my worst (Worst) You've really changed me And yet you don't even see How are you so proud of yourself When you broke me to the core When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself anymore I cannot stand you now Not when you're the one who wants me to bleed I don't wanna be in this world With all these thoughts about you haunting me How do I recognize myself When I please you by being someone else? I want you to love me for me But I know that you'll never love the real me (Ahh-ahh-ahh) This isn't even a façade anymore I don't know what I am supposed to be My head feels empty but my mind is filled with you I'm no longer me You can't just walk away Like you didn't replace my thoughts With nothing but ear-piercing static Oh, I can't look at her in the mirror anymore, oh I've just about had it I cannot stand myself No I cannot stand you now Not when you're the one who's walking away I don't wanna be in this world When I see that smile gracing your face How can you watch me die slowly Then go around laughing happily? You don't deserve to forget about me