In Loving Misery

I let it all rot in me Emerald eyes I used to see A million cuts I held the knife Venom in the thoughts I victimize Insecurity A guiding beam No breaking free It's killing me I picked the film Set the lights Imperfect dark It's showtime Who's flesh do you crave When you lie alone Sundown heavy pulse They don't have to know Did my machine made parts Leave you dead and cold You're my exorcism So come save my soul Blessed queen I kneel at the crimson throne I'll be your nightly knight Til you let me go I know we're gonna burn I can see the smoke Through the flames We're bound to choke Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide Director's cut The shots lining up Celluloid and poison From the two of cups Is this the fiction we write The roles we play Is anything ever worth it In this pointless game Cinematic at first Like make believe Replayed the reel Fabricated the scene A framing device To sweeten the lies You're the main attraction Don't forget to shine All lights died slow in the freezing wind Muted pulse laid bare Gave it all to sin Delirious from a lack of temperance Is this a way to live Will the night ever end We knew from the start There was something wrong I heard dissonance When you sang my song Nightmare so vivid We played along You should've left this corpse alone Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide Silver screen Silver ring Such precious things We hide beneath Silver screen Silver ring Such precious things We hide beneath Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide Feels like I've been waiting to die This entropy stole My peace of mind And I would rather rot Cause I can't sleep tonight This misery is such a task to hide