Paint Me Jade

Looks like tonight I'm on my own I've got no right to piss and moan There is a light that's in your eyes Reminiscent of my own. My god My face has aged to fit my father's disappointed gaze. All Painted Grey Like he is today Runnin outta shit to tell Kayleen I can never lay down- I've got to be held down Counting flaws, I count the sheep I herd around But I'm Running out Of solid ground But you're keepin' me round  Like the family hound I'm down and out  But not in the ground My god, My face Has aged to fit my fathers anti-adolescent gaze All I touch just turns away Should I hang up the crown  If it meant the day Was a frame to be stolen And hidden away No more nights spent nailed in place- I feel so stretched in many ways So paint me jade With dreams washed down the drain I don't feel the way I'd like to This was not the way I planned my life to be. I keep greeting you with apologies Saying hey, It's just my life's in disarray I almost dug myself a grave I fight the thought off everyday  But I'm glad you're here to say