Blue Screen Heartbreak

[Intro] Yo, f*ck these voicemails, dad "Son, you need to get it together..." *distorted phone static* [Verse 1] Leaked demos on my timeline, yeah, that's my life on display Carefully curated image startin' to fade away Six months of work gone in a K-hole, what can I say? Watching my whole world crash like Windows back in the day Every notification feels like another blade Comments section full of vultures, they want me to break Posted up in my feelings, yeah, I'm in a dark space They want the real me? Careful what you wish for, okay? [Chorus] Delete it all, burn it down Can't trust nobody with my sounds They leaked my soul, now I'm exposed Digital ghost, I'm losing control (I'm losing control) Watch me break down, make it a show Turn my pain into views, that's all they know This ain't performance art, this shit is real Screenshotting my scars, how does it feel? [Verse 2] Remember that livestream when I smashed my MacBook? Y'all thought I was crazy, now look who's shook Truth is, I was dying inside, couldn't take the pressure Every like and share felt like another measure Of how much of myself I gotta give away Till there's nothing left but a avatar to display Industry vultures want me to break down clean Package up my trauma for the content machine [Bridge] *distorted voice* "This is what you wanted, right? Raw emotion, sleepless nights Turn my breakdown into streams Is this authentic enough for your feed?" [Verse 3] Ketamine dreams and broken screens Living my life through these fucking memes They got my unfinished thoughts on blast Wonder if any of this shit gonna last Mental health hashtags ain't gonna save me Digital footprints gonna haunt me daily Father calling like I'm still his child While I'm watching my whole life go wild [Outro] *glitchy distortion* Just let me fade away Into the static, yeah No more performances today This is the last track... *system shutdown sound*